Nancy A. Waldron

Nancy Waldron

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Stepping Out©

This coming weekend, I am stepping out to speak about my two near death experiences for the first time, one local and one in another city.  It is interesting the stages I have gone through to get to where I am willing to speak about intensely personal experiences.

 

So many thoughts went through my mind – why would I want to talk about them – why would anyone want to hear about them – what is the importance of speaking about them, rather than just letting people read the book – what message does Spirit want to be sent – can I do this – will I do this – how much will this cost and on and on.

 

Finally, I just made up my mind to speak about the experiences a couple of times in a couple of different places and see what reception and feedback I get.  Then I will know if I am to continue to speak about them or let it go.  (Spirit already knows…smile!)

 

Speaking brought up thoughts about what to say, how much detail to include, dressing appropriately, making sure I have all the books, brochures, business cards, pens, mailing list sheets, and so forth.  All of the human actions that would need to be planned and prepared were mine to do and I wondered if I had the stamina to do it all.

 

I decided to meditate this afternoon and spend dedicated time with Spirit about these things.  Reggie joined me.  All of the stream of thoughts I had running through my mind dissolved into nothingness, an order of speaking came to me, and the physical things I needed to get done I did after Spirit infused me with “knowing” it would all unfold perfectly in each moment.  I was enfolded in such love that I knew I was being blessed for speaking.  It is part of what I agreed to return to do.

 

During the meditation Reggie curled between my legs until after I was enfolded in this beautiful love.  Then he hopped down and stretched out on the floor.  All was in Divine Order in his world and in mine.  Spirit’s grace, knowledge, and love are always with us whether or not we choose to open to them.  Nancy and Reggie♥

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Letting Go©

Yesterday morning I woke up with “letting go” in my thoughts.  Sometimes I have visions that are magnified to me and this was like a marquee with “letting go” in bright lights.  So, I pondered it off and, on all day, thinking about what it might mean, what is the message for me.  The first thing that came to me was I had been going back to the past and wishing I had known then what I know now, wanting to have been different and better, been more open, more loving, more adventuresome.  I knew I needed to let go of that, but that wasn’t all of it as the words kept coming to me.

Then, I pondered if it was letting go of my negative thoughts, words and actions which I self-monitor constantly; of foods that aren’t the best for me acknowledging I eat well the majority of time; letting go of people that no longer feel right where I am in my life, then knowing I am surrounded by loving, caring people; letting go of places that I have always gone, doing things I have always done, and being the way I have always been ultimately realizing I choose to live an ordered life with all that I thoroughly enjoy.  I pondered if it was letting go of life, of this time, this space, this dimension, this Earth, this solar system, and so forth.  I pretty much covered all the things I could think of that might mean letting go.  I even pondered if it meant letting go of my precious little Reggie, which was a definite no.

When I awoke this morning, it was still there, the “letting go” sign.  As Reggie and I were outside walking in the quiet first thing this morning with the fresh freeze gently blowing in the fragrance of the flowers, the bright sunlight shining on us from the clear blue skies, and the beauty of the trees, flowers, homes, people and this place, I knew what it meant.

Letting go of everything but just this moment.

It is all I have.

Spirit was reminding me.

Reggie doesn’t have to be reminded as he lets go of what he is doing to move on to the next thing naturally.  He lives fully in each moment with passion, joy, and enthusiasm.  Nancy and Reggie♥

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Memorial Day©

Memorial Day is a day of remembering the men and women who died while serving in the country’s armed forces, whereas Veterans Day celebrates the service of all US military veterans.  This distinction is a significant one.  Dying while serving is the ultimate gift anyone can give for their country, their life.

 

Is this something that a soul planned before they come into human form or is a decision made somewhere along life’s journey that they will serve and die?  Whatever way the decision was made, it signifies a level of spiritual commitment that often goes unrecognized.

 

A spirit in a human body, no matter the personality traits or behaviors, takes this incredibly difficult journey from life to death in a way that many of us would find intolerable and that we would be unable to complete it.

 

Rigorous physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual training, absolute obedience to authority, unbelievably long hours, a relinquishing of personal freedom, and acceptance of all types of shelter, food, and clothing is mandatory.  I have the greatest respect for those who choose to give themselves over to the military service.  I honor and pray for those who have died no matter what country they are from, those who have been maimed or wounded, and for those who are serving presently.  I pray that humanity everywhere finds peace within, each person, each village, each city, each state, each country, and the world so there is no future for death of any of our beloved men and women through war.

 

This called up a character trait in myself that I evaluate from time to time, and that impacted my spiritual growth.  I have never been one to go along with what others say, do, or think, if I didn’t like, believe, or trust what they were doing.  At a much younger age in my life, I was dating a man who was in the Army and he described what Army wives were required to do.  I knew I would not fit in so I decided not marry a military man.  I knew that I would not turn over my personal freedom, power, or anything else to anyone.  I would not surrender any part of myself.

 

I kept tight control of this non-surrendering until I was certain about a person, group, or situation, standing back, observing, evaluating and then making a decision.  It was excellent training for my spiritual growth as I learned much about myself and others from observing.  I was initially drawn to the surface, what was exciting, looked or sounded good.  Then, I learned to go deep within myself to be sure a person, group, or situation was right for me to involve myself.

 

This practice made it easy for me to surrender to Spirit as I knew from these skills what was right for me with more and more certainty.  Surrendering to Spirit opened whole new vistas of love and information that frees me in many more ways than I ever imagined.  The more I surrendered, the more my life unfolded so beautifully with ease and grace.

 

So, on this Memorial Day and every day, I send Healing, Blessings, Light, Love, Peace, and Release for each military soul who is now in Spirit having so lovingly given their greatest gift, their life, and for their families still here in the human body.  The precious gift of their life gives me the freedom to live a Spirit filled, or whatever kind of life I choose.   I am eternally grateful.

 

I ask those in Spirit to help me and humanity bring ourselves to a place of harmony and cooperation in all our interactions so no other souls have to give their lives, whether in the military or elsewhere.  God Bless You All Now and Forevermore!  Nancy and Reggie♥