Meditation

This coming weekend, I am stepping out to speak about my two near death experiences for the first time, one local and one in another city.  It is interesting the stages I have gone through to get to where I am willing to speak about intensely personal experiences.

 

So many thoughts went through my mind – why would I want to talk about them – why would anyone want to hear about them – what is the importance of speaking about them, rather than just letting people read the book – what message does Spirit want to be sent – can I do this – will I do this – how much will this cost and on and on.

 

Finally, I just made up my mind to speak about the experiences a couple of times in a couple of different places and see what reception and feedback I get.  Then I will know if I am to continue to speak about them or let it go.  (Spirit already knows…smile!)

 

Speaking brought up thoughts about what to say, how much detail to include, dressing appropriately, making sure I have all the books, brochures, business cards, pens, mailing list sheets, and so forth.  All of the human actions that would need to be planned and prepared were mine to do and I wondered if I had the stamina to do it all.

 

I decided to meditate this afternoon and spend dedicated time with Spirit about these things.  Reggie joined me.  All of the stream of thoughts I had running through my mind dissolved into nothingness, an order of speaking came to me, and the physical things I needed to get done I did after Spirit infused me with “knowing” it would all unfold perfectly in each moment.  I was enfolded in such love that I knew I was being blessed for speaking.  It is part of what I agreed to return to do.

 

During the meditation Reggie curled between my legs until after I was enfolded in this beautiful love.  Then he hopped down and stretched out on the floor.  All was in Divine Order in his world and in mine.  Spirit’s grace, knowledge, and love are always with us whether or not we choose to open to them.  Nancy and Reggie♥

Every morning and during the day, I meditate and connect more deeply with Spirit.  Today, I was meditating and saw a white pickup truck being hit in the right front fender.  A darker smaller car came in from the right.  It was so real that it snapped me out of my meditation and my eyes flew open.  A friend left earlier in the same color pickup, so I texted what I saw in my meditation and received a thank you back.

 

I had a choice to just let it go and do nothing, or wait to see if the feeling was as strong after a bit, then let the friend know.   I chose to wait a little bit, then texted my friend about the meditation in detail.  It is important to me to share what I get no matter whether it is accepted or rejected.

 

On another occasion, I had a vision of a 99 year old relative hitting a child with her vehicle.  I called her and relayed what I saw; it was ignored and the person told me she would be careful driving.  So I let it go knowing I had done my part in relaying what I saw.  She made her choice and the consequences would be hers.

 

However, it troubled me as I felt this was a potentially serious situation, as I could envision the ramifications for the child, the family of the child, and the 99 year old’s family.  So, I asked Spirit to surround anyone who would be in her path with a Pure Divine Golden Shield of protection and Pure Divine White Light clearing the way.   Then I was able to let it go.  There are times when I am guided to go beyond meditation, to take one step or more further.  When I am complete, my body is at relaxed, my mind is eased, and my heart is peaceful – I just know.  

 

Reggie has that same knowing.  When I work on the computer too long, he comes in and jumps on me.   If I don’t stop, he takes the next step and barks at me.  Then I stop as I know he is protecting me.  Listening to, and acting on, information received from all sources assists me to continue to grow spiritually.  I am so grateful I am willing – there was a time when I wasn’t.

Nancy and Reggie♥