Nancy A. Waldron

Nancy Waldron

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Reggie’s Friend©

Reggie has a friend, Teddy, next door who he loves dearly.  They have been friends for two and a half years.  Teddy looks like Reggie only he is 4 pounds instead of 17 pounds.  When a new fence was built between our homes, a doggie door was put in so they could run back and forth between the houses.  They are so excited when that door is open in the summer as they can race back and forth, wanting to be at both houses getting attention.

Teddy is over visiting Reggie today.  When they first see each other, they are all over each other rolling, running, playing, and jumping on each other.  I open the back sliding glass door so they can take all this excited energy outside to run and pee until their hearts are content.  Then when they are done, they come back to the sliding door wanting in and attention.  They are clear about their needs and wants.

Teddy has medical issues so has diet limitations and physical challenges, but that doesn’t stop him from loving full out.  He does everything with his whole heart until he wears out, then he sleeps.  Reggie is older and doesn’t need to be an alpha dog which works well as Teddy has to be an alpha dog, little but mighty.  They each know their place in their little family of two and in each of our families.  Teddy’s family may move in a little while and that will mean that Reggie will not have his friend to play with any more.  They will miss each other, but we will visit them when we can.

It gives me great joy to watch them play together as they uplift my Spirit in so many ways with their little antics.  I laugh when they are running around as their little ears and tails are flying as those small bodies and legs stretch out.  They show me that it is Spirit’s way to love a friend with all your heart when you see them, love them while you are apart whether it is next door or across the country, and miss them when they are gone.  Reggie and Teddy understand these things intuitively as they are both Spirit’s unconditionally loving little messengers.  Nancy and Reggie♥

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In Between©

Sunday morning I woke up and knew that if I kept doing the same thing that didn’t feel quite right to me, in 10 years, or much less, I would be emotionally dead.  I love the small, intimate group of people I have been spending time with every Sunday morning.  Their focus is on self growth with no community involvement activities, outreach to the congregants, and so forth.  For the past few months, I recognize that I am in between leaving and staying.  The small group isn’t enough for me as I want to meet more people and become more involved in the community.  There a lots of ways to become involved in the community by volunteering in numerous organizations, clubs, businesses, etc., but church is the way through which I choose to involve myself in the community.  They usually have specific groups they assist and this appeals to me.

So, I decided to go down to a big church in Roseville to their mid-morning service (they have three services at 9, 10, and 11), thinking I would meet a lot more people there.  They have tremendous programs for community and congregational outreach.  Once there, the band of 20 year olds started playing loud music with the stage dark and lights flashing as though we were at a concert; I lasted through two and a half songs.  Then I began to feel funny, so I left.  As I was driving back up to Auburn, I kept seeing this one pastor’s face at the congregational church, so I went there.  I walked in and the church was packed except for one pew down on the left where I had sat before, which I found interesting.  It was as though the space was waiting for me.

The church was quiet as they had just finished singing and were ready to start praying.  I felt an instant peace and rightness about being there.  The pastor gave a message about resurrection of the parts of one’s self that one has let die.  I knew when he talked about what the message was going to be that I was guided to that service.  Spirit was speaking directly to me through him and I listened.   Another part of the message was that everyone was welcome, no matter what they did or didn’t believe in.  This was welcome information as I have a “knowing” about things that goes beyond normal awareness which makes some people uncomfortable.

After the service, I introduced myself to the pastor, as I had previously sent him one of my books.  His first words were “thank you for the book, I am happy to put a face with the name.”  It only took a couple minutes but his openhearted words as he smiled and looked right in my eyes, let me know he is a man who is unafraid to “be” with people.   I decided I will attend this church much more often until I am no longer “in between” inside my self.

Friends of mine who have strong connections with Spirit do not attend church and I have considered this also.  I eliminated it as I want people involvement since Spirit flows through me all the time and I am alone every day.

Reggie has no trouble with being in between.  He chooses to sleep while I go to church, wakes up when he hears the garage door start up, then runs to the door to greet me.  He is openhearted all of the time with his love.  I am so blessed to have his precious little soul with me, and I am so blessed to have the freedom to choose what is right for me.  Nancy and Reggie♥

 

 

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Donating a Kidney©

Early this week, my cousin’s daughter, who is married and has two children, donated one of her kidneys to a man.  This is the ultimate in “loving my neighbor as myself.”  She spent a year preparing for this, educating herself and her family, and getting the body ready for this major transformation.  In kidney transplants, in addition to medical urgency and blood type, there is body/organ size, donor/recipient immune system compatibility, distance from donor to hospital, best chance of long-term survival, preserving the organ until transplant, and so many other considerations.

She came through the surgery fine and is doing well today.  The first thing the donor recipient asked after he came out of anesthesia was how she was and that he wanted to see her.  This transplant may form a life long bond.

This was not just a physical transformation, but a significant spiritual transformation for both of them.  Losing and sharing a body part changes their energy fields, vibrations and frequencies.  Bringing a female kidney into a male body brings with it the cellular memory, the tissue texture difference, and the Light field surrounding it.  Losing a kidney leaves a vacant space that may be filled with Light to bring the area to a higher vibration and frequency, thus alleviating the feeling of loss.  Kidneys come in pairs, so adding Light to the kidney left in the body may assist it in accommodating the loss and the greater workload.  I asked Spirit to fill all aspects of their Beingness with pure Divine Healing Light, then said a prayer that it assist each of them and all those connected to them or who had any part in this process no matter how small.

I tried to imagine another person being so loving that they would donate a part of themselves so I could go on living.  I tried to imagine being the spouse or child of someone donating a part of themselves for someone outside the family, or even in the family.  I tried to imagine all of the parts of the medical procedures involved.  I tried to imagine donating one of my organs.

Wiktionary defines “kidney” as:  “An organ in the body that filters the blood, producing urine.”

The enormity of the gift of donating a part of one’s self is overwhelming as it is pure Divine Unconditional Love.  The blessings that are hers are infinite.  The recipient receiving the great gift of a kidney to reside in his physical body with this Divine Unconditional Love filtering the blood within him will continuously fill him with infinite blessings.   Two lives transformed by a kidney transplant.  Many more lives transformed by the ripple of pure Divine Unconditional Love flowing out from these two lives that uplifts all.   Nancy and Reggie♥